I don’t think I’ll ever get used to locker rooms.
It’s immature, but how can I not be phased by my friends getting naked around me? I can change around them with no problem, but I keep my eyes averted and avoid conversation (an acquaintance saw me last week and came over to chat… WE ARE NAKED I DON’T WANT TO STAND HERE AND TALK TO YOU). Some guys, thought not really the ones I’m ever with, are far more jovial when nude… not I.
It’s honestly not a huge deal, but I’ve had problems with crushes on straight friends as I assume every gay man has, and a long time ago I decided to never get into situations where I’d ever feel anything towards them. I’m pretty sure that includes nudity. It’s not like I’d fall in love with someone if they were NEKKED, but I’m someone who’s embarrassed by sex dreams (and has apologized for them!?).
Maybe the only thing more awkward for me is the fact that David and Ben, who I went swimming with today, will probably READ this. Boys, we should still go swimming; I will just change with my back to you and use the other shower room. No offense.. hah.
JUST GETTING THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM. Other homo buddies, amiright!?